ONLY TEN MORE CAKES TO GO!
As I sit on my bed this morning, staring at Evie jumping on
the bed, breakfast slobber still running down her face, and Liam, contentedly
laying in his bassinet talking to bear stuffed animal Evie placed in with him
on one of the first days he came home, I am reminded of the fast approaching
truth that I have attempted to ignore for the past few weeks that Ted has been
back to school; my summer is rapidly coming to a close, and the precious moments
that I have spent with my children are dwindling by the second. These past
weeks have been fantastic, we have gone to the park, made meals, watched
movies, danced, played Barbie's, and just generally hung out as a family in a
way that I have not done in a while. Liam has gone from a newborn lump that
sleeps 22 hours a day, to a more active, personable lump that only sleeps 18
hours a day. He smiles and sticks out his tongue when you touch his cheek, and
giggles every time he sits on his changing table and sees the hippo painted on
the wall. Evie on the other hand has matured into quite the young lady. Not
lacking in the personality department to begin with, she has now grown not only
to be a spectacular daughter, but also the sweetest big sister ever. She plays
with Liam, helps feed him, gets pacifiers and burp cloths from his room when
needed, and tries to hug and kiss him at all the wrong times. It makes me proud
as I watch them to consider that they are my children!
One week left and this phase in my life ends. I will
be heading back to school on Monday, and both Evie and Liam will be heading to
daycare with the greatest daycare Mom ever, Heather. I won't pretend that there
is not a small part of me that is excited, if not happy about returning to
school. There are classes full of students and even a fair number of new
teachers who know of me in name only, and I look forward to meeting them all. I
do love teaching and the challenges that it brings, and I am sure as the daily
routine settles in, we will adjust accordingly. But in the back of my mind,
there will always be the last few weeks and the joy that they have brought me.
However, I am incredibly sad to leave my kids. This is the longest I have been a "Stay-at-home" mom, and it is a wonderful thing! It is so much more relaxing than working (lol)! So much so - that I have been able to set up an at home business and take a teaching job at Towson, in the off time. I was shock at how much I could get done with the house when I am actually home during the day instead of at work from 6am to 6pm! But more importantly, I got to see Liam go from a scrawny preemie to a really big boy! Ted told me yesterday that Liam needed to move to his own crib before I went back to teaching full time, I cried. I am not ready to leave him. He is the sweetest little boy, and no matter what I write it cannot cover the feeling that many moms feel when they leave their kids - dread - dispare- depression, only cover a few of those feelings.
So, in honor of these last few days of extended summer family
time, I chose the easiest, simplest cake left in the book (which in itself was
a challenge as there are only a few cake recipes left and they are all the ones
we have put off for two years because they looked complicated/ expensive/ gross!)
so that I could maximize my time with Evie and Liam, and Ted as well. I made a
Plum Sponge Cake, which, while not particularly spongy, did incorporate one of
my most favorite fruits that do not receive much glory in the pantheon of the
Safeway produce section, the Plum. The cake called for butter, eggs, flour,
sugar, baking powder, almond extract, and ground almonds. Once the batter was
made and poured into the pan, quartered plums, slivered almonds, and raw brown sugar
were placed and sprinkled on top.
My Cake:
The Book's Cake:
Check in next week as I prepare for my first craft show as a
vendor on Sunday (The Perry Hall Apple Festival). It should be a great
distraction from my first day back at Edgewood on Monday! Happy eating!